It Just Happen

 I'm not sure how a writer can start their introduction whenever they want to start writing. But as for me, I find it quite difficult but I will keep on writing. Hopefully it will help me after this. I think I used to like writing so much but everything is now gone :(

Gone with the wind or gone because I don’t have the courage to do it? I need to find the answer for myself. Hmmph.

Okay, now back to our title for this post. For the past two weeks, in mid September, I feel like I want to change. I want to be good, I want to be better and of course for myself. I just came to realise that at my age right now, I have yet to achieve anything :( I'm not able to find what I want in my life. Sad, isn't? I'm having a very deep conversation with myself, all the self thought and deep down I need the change in my life. 

I'm glad that I followed N**lofa's channel on Telegram. Back then I don't even bother to really 'read' it. It is not wrong to follow someone for something good right? Kebaikan menuju jalan Allah, wasn't  beautiful? I'm not trying to change myself drastically, but insyaAllah slowly. Ya Allah, please help me. Make me feel better and be better. Amin, insyaAllah.

Until next time. See you again :)

Phase 4

     Yes, we have started with phase 4 of Movement Control Order (MCO) by our Government. But with the announcement that was given this morning, starting 4th May, almost all industry can get back to work and start their business. Half of me felt that it was good, because I truly understand that our economy have started to sink. But on the other hand, there might be a second wave of COVID-19 cases that will happen and will keep on increasing if people starts to go out again. We can even go out for jogging now I tell you.

     Let's just pray for the best, shall we? As for myself, we can still work from home. But I'm not sure until when. Hopefully our management can at least reconsider on this, Perhaps, have a rotation to come to office by department or anything that is relevant. 

     I'm sorry for the short writing, I just feel like I want to talk with someone but its not easy.

p/s : Please be safe okay? Take care people!