It Just Happen

 I'm not sure how a writer can start their introduction whenever they want to start writing. But as for me, I find it quite difficult but I will keep on writing. Hopefully it will help me after this. I think I used to like writing so much but everything is now gone :(

Gone with the wind or gone because I don’t have the courage to do it? I need to find the answer for myself. Hmmph.

Okay, now back to our title for this post. For the past two weeks, in mid September, I feel like I want to change. I want to be good, I want to be better and of course for myself. I just came to realise that at my age right now, I have yet to achieve anything :( I'm not able to find what I want in my life. Sad, isn't? I'm having a very deep conversation with myself, all the self thought and deep down I need the change in my life. 

I'm glad that I followed N**lofa's channel on Telegram. Back then I don't even bother to really 'read' it. It is not wrong to follow someone for something good right? Kebaikan menuju jalan Allah, wasn't  beautiful? I'm not trying to change myself drastically, but insyaAllah slowly. Ya Allah, please help me. Make me feel better and be better. Amin, insyaAllah.

Until next time. See you again :)

Phase 4

     Yes, we have started with phase 4 of Movement Control Order (MCO) by our Government. But with the announcement that was given this morning, starting 4th May, almost all industry can get back to work and start their business. Half of me felt that it was good, because I truly understand that our economy have started to sink. But on the other hand, there might be a second wave of COVID-19 cases that will happen and will keep on increasing if people starts to go out again. We can even go out for jogging now I tell you.

     Let's just pray for the best, shall we? As for myself, we can still work from home. But I'm not sure until when. Hopefully our management can at least reconsider on this, Perhaps, have a rotation to come to office by department or anything that is relevant. 

     I'm sorry for the short writing, I just feel like I want to talk with someone but its not easy.

p/s : Please be safe okay? Take care people!

2020 With COVID-19

Hello!

Yea, I'm back, feeling like to do some writing tonight. Maybe it will be a quick one. Many things happen for these few month but we don't even reach the quarter year yet! The major things that happen not only in Malaysia but almost affected the whole world, COVID-19. It was not an easy thing. It was very tough. Because of that, most country need to be under lockdown, social distancing have become priority, people need to keep themselves clean and sanitise all the time. Big gathering is no longer allowed, people need to stay at home and only one person are allowed to go out at one time. 

Positive cases keep on increasing and there will be deaths cases everyday as well. Flights is no longer available, people can't go out even to shopping mall or to have a dine in at any restaurant. 

At some point, I feel devastated. But no, I know it was not the end yet. I can fight this, we can fight this and the world can fight this, if we are all together to fight.

2020 won't be the same that we expect it to be. It was a nice number, but the starts have hurt some of us. Some people lost their loved ones, some people need to sacrifice their life, some people are losing hope. If this have come to an end, I just can't imagine how can we live our life after this. 

p/s : Until then, please keep yourself and your loved ones safe.

Day 1 of 2020

Finally.

Finally.

Finally.

It's 2020 guys!

Can't ever think that we will be in this year that everyone might looking forward to. But I'm not sure for myself. Half of myself is I'm ready for it, but half of it I'm not. But it's okay, we'll get this through together.

Let's recap 2019 in simplest way.

I secured a job in my dream company, alhamdulillah! 7th January 2020 is remark 1 year with them. May Allah ease the journey <3

Naura Alanna made it to the world! Second baby it our family and its a girl! She is a quiet baby, really. But when she cry, you might need something to cover your ears. But it's okay, I love you baby <3

Went to Sabah for the first time. But looking forward to go there again since it was unplanned trip. But Sabah was totally nice!

Attending team building for our company annual activity. Went to Pulau Pinang for the first time as well. I don't like the activity, hahaha sorry I have to be honest on this but I really love the hotel, so much! Most of my time I will spend it in the room because I know I won't be able to go at the same hotel again XD.

Crucial month, Ramadhan and Syawal. Because of the new release and also sales that we have. But alhamdulillah we made it!

My sister came back for holiday for about two months I think. Balik kampung and also went to Kedah/Penang to visit our aunt there.

And.... to be continue :D

Last but not least, HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

I wish nothing but only the best year for us :D