I don't know where to start, what should I tell you first, second and things after that. But it seems like it would be really great if I could just keep it to myself. Have you ever feel like being the weakest person in your life? The feeling of not being able to make people proud of you, or even to yourself. I feel exhausted, I feel down, I decided to keep my circle very small, I don't want to meet people so much but only to those who I really want, I prefer to stay alone, I don't want to share many things to people but only to myself. I'm not sure where does it go wrong, but I just feel that I have hurt myself for the whole time.
This year was the year that have taught me a lot.
But nothing much that I asked for. Please pray so that I will be strong enough to change everything for this coming new year, InsyaAllah.
