Selalu sangat rasa that I don't belong.
I can't blend myself with my own blood.
I just feel like that is not the right thing to do.
Salah ke bila rasa macam tu?
Tahu benda tu tak bagus, tapi nak buat macam mana.
I tried, but I can’t.
And I'm tired with all of this.
I don’t want to stay at home, anymore.
I love home just because of my room, I create my own life there. Only in my room.
Sigh.
